up dreams of my death Should I use a gun, slit my wrists, or hang myself, Drink the poison in this cup or put it all away Cause you love me, love me, making this
me I'm on my cool J If you get what I get what would you say She wax it all off, Mr Miyagi And them suicide doors, Hari Kari [Hook] Look at me
m handin' out beat downs, no need for guns Sometimes I gotta ask myself Is all this buck whylin' good for a niggaz health? I don't know why Am I suicidal
calling me And I am falling through the stars (You remember now?) Yeah, I am falling in their arms (You remember how?) Oh, I am falling through the skies (You remember this?) I am falling
sayin' my prayer to tha Man Upstairz Keepin' my niggaz out here so strong, and doin' this pain and strain to survive. Lookin' out foe each-other everyday
prayers to the Man upstairs keepin' my niggas out here so strong, endurin' this pain and strain to survive. Lookin' out for each other everyday, and
get up 'fore I get down, run myself in the ground 'Fore I put some wack shit out I'm tryin' to smack this one out the park, five thousand mark Y'all
me the new 50 Cent Because of my relationship With Marshall, used to make me a little partial But here's the brain fuck We the same 'cause I'm probably about to fall out
me the new 50 Cent Because of my relationship with Marshall Used to make me a little partial, but here's the brain f-ck We the same cuz I'm probably about to fall out
caution to the windyou and a friend Can jump off of a bridge and if you live, do it again Shit, why not, blow your brain out, I'm blowin mine out Fuck
taken pride in the crime? Been too hungry to break down or hide? Felt low down dirty? Or super duper high? Or contemplated murder, robbery, or suicide
name fall out your mouth I'm at your house quick You don't want them boys at your crib About six Ready to let out a clip Like "Rap about this" My crew
man-handle this, If we have to twist, bend, snap or break, Neck back and spine to work out the weight, We will, for real, we're still the type, With
something wrong with me I'm deeply wounded. This is do or die try it with a ruined mind I have slept with more than two girls committing suicide. Look
hanging all around Madchild: Dark clouds are hangin' all around I try to pick myself back up but I keep fallin' down Some times I can't even get out
where family ties are low, 'n suicides on the rise Oh why, so many die coz in their eyes The mistake they made, cant be erased the only way out is
known for bumpin out that steam Ain't nuthin changed homeboy I'm still bringin the heat [Chorus 2x] And I got a Pocket full of dough Sold out shows Steppin out
t lookin' for no love, I'm lookin' for a freak (Uh, freak) Now let me beat it up, til I fall out to sleep (Hun) The boss dive deep, better ask around '