Standing on the balcony, trembling like a friggin' leaf Its freezin' cold I must be mad its 4AM and gettin' really f*ckin' bad There's an end to everything
I open my eyes another day is here The sun's already high Can not recall just what I was dreamin' But I'm sure I can catch the reprise somehow Piles
You're running at too great a pace You're hurruing way too fast these days I wish there was a way that i could turn back time and then set off a new start
Honestly I don't believe I've ever been this weary My thinking is really tearing my whole inside outside and in I wish I had the nerve to do just something
Before that sacred holy flickering tv-screen You're served commercials day-time fakes and tv-priests You keep your VCR running almost constantly Afraid
Every day it's all the same no matter how I turn or twist my brain I toss my body and scratch my f*ckin' mind I bend and duck but I bounce 'gainst things
I was the straw to which you hung on I came to enlight your silly life as far as I can see I taught you everything I know Still you're stupid as before
I'm not too big a fan of beer but I need a drink If I smoked I could use a zip now I'm on the brink I've been all geared up now for how long I don't know
When I asked myself the other day I came to realise I'm not ok I've burned my fingers bad before I've seen myself through worse I'm sure But just the
I can see it clear now still I'm more and more confused The ways of fate are vicious or is that just an excuse we use And all the more I experience as
Well, I can still recall the first time that I first laid my eyes on you I can't believe all the years that have passed since Or just how little we then
I'm not made perfect I don't know everything From time to time my mind is on the virtual brink I've had my moments when I've prepared for all I've even
I was way off track from start I judged everything by my damned heart I walked unprotected 'gainst the blows How was I suppose to really know When you
We just never seem to keep a single promise that we make We just never seem to mean a single word of what we say I just can not believe in the very well
I have drunk my head all weary I've been wild in search for fun A lot of dates and names and places Great deal of women I have known But as I sit here
Listen I may well I hear what you're sayin' But you know we're not the bread & butter Anymore these days everything's changed there's no use in arrangin
As I'm sitting out here basking looking up into the sky Well, I'm amazed How it all just hangs together I watch the clouds slowly float fly Well, ain
Hear me say it's ok there just is no other way I believe and strongly feel some things just aren't meant to be All the time in our lives something somewhere
